Stupider than Stupid

Ok so I have two days [one and a half now] left at work so I shouldnt really care about this....but its just sooooooooo stupid I cant help but be affected....

Yesterday, I come back into the office after my lunch break, and as Im going through my programs to open up Microsoft Word, I notice something odd. My programs are usually in a specific order and they have been completely rearranged. I finally notice what it is, its my MSN! Its not there! I sit there for a little bit, confused, knowing that it must have been my boss, but completely in denial, till i see a lil envelope on my taskbar indicating a new email...I open up my outlook and this is what I find:

You will notice that all chatting programs have been removed from company computers. That is because your jobs do not entail or require chatting of any kind.

Please note that even if you were chatting during lunch break or after working hours this is no longer allowed at *********** Co.

And should you like to chat online please do so at home. Kindly do not re-install any chatting programs on your machines.


Dont get me wrong, I have absolutely no objection with them removing msn or disallowing it, i mean its their right, my problem is the fact that they did in this sneaky way while we were all on our lunch breaks....I dont know, it feels wrong...Especially since in this company, we have(or had!) a friendly family-like atmosphere...

Would it have killed them to ask us to remove it and do a check of it later on? While we were actually AT our computers.. It kills any sense of trust...

OK now here comes the REALLY stupid part...my boss, when she removed MSN, she deleted the shortcut. She didnt even uninstall it or anything...Im sorry but that is asking for it! I go into the C drive and check under program files and its there! Fuck how stupid is that! If you're going to try and be all smart and powerful and all, it totally defeats the purpose when by doing so, you show the world how completely inadequate you are...Plus there's still windows messenger, and although it makes me feel like im stuck in 1997 it does the job...


I am so glad to be out of here....

I feel like everyones religion is determined by what part of the world they sprang from...or what country happened to invade them or colonize them...


It feels so random

Weirdo!

In a funny way this is somewhat related to my last post. First let me say something, I am not the sort of person who answers guys back when they harrass me, mainly cause I dont want to give them the satisfaction, secondly cause it doesnt get you anywhere, those creeps have the IQ of washing detergent and saying "fuck off" to them, sounds just the same as "Come and get it"

Anyway onto my story: I was leaving the house to go to work the other day, when a very unpleasant incident happened. You see, theres this guy who I sometimes see as I'm going towards my car in the morning, and he's such a weirdo! He waits till we're about to pass each other then says something obscene, sometimes in a language I dont understand, I think bangladeshi, and sometimes he goes "So Sexy!" in this really sleazy way (mind you, thats one of the nicer things he's said)
Anyway, this hasnt happened to me in quite a while, so the other day as i'm going towards my car, I see him coming up in front of me, and short of turning around and running back into my house, there's nothing else I can do but keep walking towards the car. As expected, as soon as we're passing each other, he mumbles something in his language, and at that moment I dont know what happened but I snapped! I turned to him and I went "Shut the fuck up!" and kept walking...The freak didnt bother to turn around, probably cause he was scared or something, which is ironic cause I, on the other hand, was shaking with, well not fear, let's just call it adrenalin. After I made it safely to my car I breathed a sigh of relief and then the feel-good factor of what I had just done kicked in! Man it felt so good to not just stand there and take it! I dont know if this means that next time i see him he wont say anything, bas he's a little guy, so if he says something im going to see what I can do about causing serious body harm! Actually not really, but let me dream that I could actually do something like that....

The thing is, its not what he actually says that pisses me off - although it obviously does a little - but its the fact that I've just woken up, its a new day and most of the time I'm happy to be alive...and then this person comes and puts this horrible uncomfortable intrusive feel to the start of my day...Plus it's a pattern AND right outside my house so I feel like I have no choice but to take it...its not like I can take a different route or leave the house to go to work at a different time! AAAAAUGH! Its so unfair!

I'm curious

Is it ok for people to stick their numbers on your car window?..After all, it is passive, because they're not forcing themselves upon you like those other freaks in the streets who try to anal hump your car or crash into you just to make some sort of "contact" even if its you giving them the finger! But anyway I digress, do you think its acceptable for people to get to know each other like that...I mean culturally i guess its a no, but I think with the way things are going in this society, this is one of the more decent ways to chat up a girl or something...and its not as intrusive...I still wouldnt be crazy about it, and also another point is that how does a person know who the hell that person whos number's stuck to their car, is? I guess sometimes it happens after you've seen a person somewhere then parked afterwards, or they've made some comment in their note about who they are or where you might have seen them. What I want to know though is for the girls do you mind if its done to you and would you ever consider calling the person? And for the guys, would you do it if you saw a girl you liked and wanted to get to know her?

Back on Track

Well i know its been EONS since i wrote but so much has happened that I simply couldnt bear the excitement...Ok i'm kinda exaggerating i could totally bear the excitement...but a lot has happened!

ANYway..first things first i quit my job! and I feel so happy and relieved and soon enough ill be completely broke and my "I am free" high will totally wear off and ill be bumming off anything and anyone...But till then YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

Secondly the mama had a talk with me about dragging fags...AKA smoking (ok dragging fags sounds nasty but i was tryin to be creative) and it felt so good to finally have a talk with her about it after all these years...its out in the open now...i still havent decided if its a completely good thing or bad thing...

Anyway a lot more has happened but I realised that there is no need to share *blush* and a lady can have her secrets...and if you ask 'what lady' ill smack you...

Now that I have quit, I have no idea what to do with my life...So this post
can be a way for me to collect ideas as to what my new career should be! Many of you might laugh but I severiously dont know what I want to do...im up for anything crazy....but preferably something i dont have to study 4 years or longer for!!

Satisfaction Low

Today's a new day still
In a relatively new stage of discontent
unfamiliar, foreign and quite annoying

I want more than I have, even though I know it's not fair
I was never this way
It's greedy and disturbs the balance
but today, I dont care

I knew I'd be happy....I felt I'd be satisfied
I liked to be sure.....and I liked to be in control
And now, I want to stop feeling this way

Quick Note

Two things;

• Cafe Review - Cafe Supreme in Bustan, great service, average food, tasteless deserts, and downright disgusting drinks/coffees. Its really nice to sit outside tho, with the weather these days, and people watch :)
• Westerners needed- Any North Americans/Western Europeans interested in a quick buck (nothing sexual involved!) for part time, for a week, please contact me. If anyone of you know anyone who fits the bill, please put me through to them

GOTSA GO.........

I dont know

I sometimes yearn for what, I dont know
I have a little nag in my brain
It keeps telling me what to do
And yet, i dont know

I try to cleanse my mind, maybe even my soul
but it keeps coming back to me

I scratch the inside of my head
and wonder-
will i ever know, or am i meant to always wander..

More valley-chick evidence

I SUCK!!

Time Magazine- All time 100 Novels
A couple of Time magazine critics picked the best 100 English language novels from 1923 till the present.

How many titles do you recognize: 19

Which ones have you read: 6
Are you there God? Its me, Margaret; The Great Gatsby; To Kill a mockingbird; 1984; Lord of the flies; The lion, the witch and the wardrobe.

Which was your favorite: 1984

Which was your least favorite: The Great Gatsby

I think I am going to tag misplaced didi....(show me wat you got)
as well as McArabian....(I have faith in you!)